January 2007
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The Epic Hero: Part Four
Many people think that the circle of life is Birth, Death, and possibly re-birth. The people that have this view are not wrong but not looking deep enough. The cycle of life is happiness and sadness, joy and pain, yin and yang. To care for someone so deeply , but constantly feel pain because you cannot be with them, is an example of this ‘life.’ These thoughts flash through our...
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The Epic Hero: Part Three
The rain falls upon his head as he stands in deep concentration, unable to move. Just as the heavens open up, and pour a waterfall onto the earth, our Hero looks up and sees a most peculiar object. The women of his desires is flying. Each day our thoughts swirl around our mind as water in a whirlpool. I see her doing a backstroke through the current of my mind as if in the calm waters of an...
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The Epic Hero: Part Two
The hand of hope rests upon the quivering finger of despair, slowly pulling it off of the trigger. Upon the initial touch, our Hero remembers the warm feeling of having someone so close and so dear to his heart. He sits with the weapon of darkness by his side as he holds on to the one ray of sunshine that has penetrated the shadows clouding his heart. We all have a wall, an iron curtain if you...
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The Epic Hero: Part One
First the feeling of being uncomfortable. This does not last too long as it is replaced quickly by the desire to be closer. After a period of not quenching that thirst, the desire transforms into a longing. You long to hold and be held, to cry while laughing instead of just crying. The real problem begins when the longing makes it way to depression. Every thought in your mind is centered on a...
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Thoughts of the past
I have been thinking of the past a lot lately. I do not know what happened, really. In hindsight I see things like this: 1. I was in a great relation and planning to spend the rest of my life with ‘apples’ (the name I am giving for my ex), 2. I am left for an affair and the dream ends, 3. I ‘find’ myself (spiritually and mentally), 4. I fall for a girl that I cannot have...
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Decisions
It never fails. As soon as I think I have everything in my life figured out (except for that damned rubrics cube!) something comes up to rock my world. I have been in contact with one of my good friends sister (for the sake of privacy, I will call her Ms. Mraz). I am really starting to have feelings for her and we seem to get along really well. This all seems well and good until I say that she...
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Pandora
I have fallen for a girl, a girl named ‘Pandora.’ Hold on before you alert the press and call in the marching bands, please note that I have never meet this girl and I will never see her again. Why then, you might ask, have I fallen in love with her? Let me explain … January 8th was my fathers birthday. As custom for either of our birthdays we went to Outback steak house for...
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Influence
I rented a great movie the other day that made me want to share my pathetic thoughts with you (all two of you … if I am lucky). The movie was ‘Igby Goes Down’ I have now seen this movie three times now and it still holds a place as one of my five favorite movies of all time. Not because of some neo-political point that it makes (though I could make one from it). I do not love...
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A Tale of Hopeless Romance
Boy meets girl. Girl smiles at boy. Boy falls for girl. Girl has boyfriend. Boy sees a bad relationship. Boy feels all relationships that are not with him are bad. Boy want relationship with girl. Girl knew nothing of this. Boy tried to get over girl. Boy tried to hangout with other girls. Boy failed horribly. Girl knows non of this. Boy lost control. Boy told girl that he liked her. Boy felt...