Ostentatious Sophism

So I am currently conflicted as to whether I love or hate myself.  I hate that I feel jealousy over things that I have no right to be jealous of.  I hate that I feel rejected over simple things that some don’t consider to have meaning.  I hate that I respond so emotionally to everything without being more rational.

I love that I am so devoted to people.  I will never cheat, or be dishonest about my feelings.  I love that I can read between the lines and will notice more then most.  Little, subtle things that someone does speak volumes to me.  I love that I am alive emotionally.  It is great that I can feel so strongly about things and people.

For those of you playing the home game, all of the above things are conflicting ideas.  I guess I am not sure whether I love or hate myself… I guess it depends on what time of the day it is…