So I am currently conflicted as to whether I love or hate myself. I hate that I feel jealousy over things that I have no right to be jealous of. I hate that I feel rejected over simple things that some don’t consider to have meaning. I hate that I respond so emotionally to everything without being more rational.
I love that I am so devoted to people. I will never cheat, or be dishonest about my feelings. I love that I can read between the lines and will notice more then most. Little, subtle things that someone does speak volumes to me. I love that I am alive emotionally. It is great that I can feel so strongly about things and people.
For those of you playing the home game, all of the above things are conflicting ideas. I guess I am not sure whether I love or hate myself… I guess it depends on what time of the day it is…
Posted 2 years ago on March 6th, 2010
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