Empty Hands and a Broken Heart

I am sorry. I regret the way I acted. I was immature, fool-hearty, and short tempered. I was afraid of losing my youth and my chance at living the “party-life.” I treated you as if you didn’t deserve me, though it was I that didn’t deserve you. You gave me your whole heart and I only gave you a portion of mine.

I pushed the one person that truly loved me for me out of my life because of some manic and idiot fear of commitment and growing older. Well I am older now and the only thing the 20/20 clarity of hindsight has brought me is remorse. I realize now that my bitter loneliness is caused by none other then my own stupidity. Karma has come full circle and is making me pay dearly for hurting you. I could not be more sorry.

Of course I realize this the day after someone did what I didn’t have the balls to do… commit to your love. Congratulations on surviving me and finding someone to treat you properly…